If I close my eyes right now, I can see Tony.
If you were in my mind, you might think I was looking at a short Italian guy in an orange jumpsuit. But I’m seeing a stadium of improbable beings, huge and tiny. When I imagine Tony Montanaro I see everything his mind invented, and his body described. He was the most physically creative person I’ve ever known, and he could transform in a split second from a giant to dancing flea.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah … so the guy’s a mime,” you say. “The silent type with the white-face.” But Tony spoke a lot and he didn’t paint his face. Sure – he could mime – he and Marcel Marceau studied with the same teacher. But he went beyond mime to a form he called “Physical Eloquence” – the art of physical story-telling, with voice, body – and everything.
Tony moved to Maine in the early 70’s, bought an old barn in South Paris Maine and turned it into a theater he called the “Celebration Barn.” He taught and performed there. He became known as the “Guru of Street Performers.” Sooner or later every non-traditional performer on the Eastern Seaboard made their way up to Tony’s barn to study with him. You know the host of “America’s Funniest Video’s” – Tom Bergeron? He studied with Tony. You know the “Mentos Guys” from the TV commercial? They came to the Barn, too. And, along with actors, jesters, jugglers, puppeteers, storytellers and dancers, I also found my way to the Barn.
Did I rush up there the minute I heard about him? No! I didn’t have the guts! It took me 3 years to get up the courage to actually call and ask if he’d take me for a student. I was afraid he wouldn’t accept me, afraid I wouldn’t fit in, because his workshops were for — well, for other people. People who could do things I couldn’t do. People more able than me, solo performers (which I wasn’t yet), people with exotic skills and street-smart courage. He was “the guy” and I was some weird little harp player! When I finally got the courage to call and stuttered out a request to study with him, he said, “Sure!” — and that began a relationship that changed my life.
As I watched Tony use his body like an instrument — I learned how to make my own awkward instrument into a part of my body. And when I whined about the prejudices and stereotypes people have about the harp, Tony just looked at me and said, “The harp is the instrument of the storyteller. Tell your stories.”
And to this day, the shows I do after a week at the Barn, are like creative cosmic gushers — whether I’m the teacher or the student — this work liberates me in ways that change my performances for the next 12 months — but at that splendid, raw moment after a week at the Barn, I am the freest I will be all year. I do things in that show, completely spontaneously, that I’ll struggle to reconnect with for the next year.
So why am I telling you this? It’s on my mind for sure — I’m starting to pack for the Barn again, my yearly pilgrimage to perform and teach a new generation of students alongside Tony’s partner, Karen Montanaro (you can get more info at my workshop page, tour page, or another blog on the Barn) But I know many of you live thousands of miles from the Celebration Barn. You just might not make it there this year.
So why do I want you do know about it? Well, my theory is that knowing about things is a step towards experiencing them. I want you to know about Tony. Even if you never get to the Barn, I want you to know that one little Italian guy with a vision and a passion could create a PLACE. A place where his vision continues, even after his death. I want you to know you don’t have to be Steven Spielberg creating “Skywalker Ranch” or Robert Redford, creating “Sundance” to create a place that can change people’s lives, even after you’re gone.
And I want you to know that you don’t have to have the resume of a genius to be invited into that place, to belong there. You can just call and ask to come. Well, now, you can email, too.
And if you can get to the Barn in August, to join the workshop or come to the concerts, I hope you’ll stand for a moment in the middle of the floor, and let the spirit Tony brought there change your life, too.
For more workshop details Click Here (Aug 15-20, 2011: 5-Day Intensive Workshop)
For more about the Celebration Barn and tickets to show Click here
Aug 19 (Fri): “Meet the Artists” – 8pm
Aug 20 (Sat) : DHC Solo Performance – 8pm
A lovely tribute, Deborah.
I live thousands of miles from South Paris, Maine, and I won’t make it to the Barn this year … but I believe this workshop is in my future. Judging by what your former students have said about it, this is something I need to experience. I’m glad to know about it because now I can dream about it! My dream is to be there next year. 🙂
I look forward to seeing you there next year! We’ll warm up the floorboards for you this year.
I live in the same town as the Barn; knew Tony well; taught his children and Amanda Huotari. Love your comments & performances. Just wanted to tell you (as a film history teacher) that it was Lucas, not Spielberg who built Skywalker Ranch. Otherwise you are completely correct!
Thanks so much for the correction!